Myself

We cleaned out our small storage shed and filled every last bottle we had with apricots. And then I had to put everything back into the storage shed. While it was all out we added Todd's clay pigdeons and the girls strollers. My land lord is always amazed at all we stuff into that small shed. It occured to me, as we were packmaning everything in, that it is a small miracle all we save in there. I am trying not to save more than can fit in that storage, and yet, I don't want to get rid of more than I half to. (That frugal and sentimental part of me coming through). But I feel the Lord is helping us to save the things that will needed in the future by making more fit than I could alone. And then in church they reminded us of Elder Eyrings admonition to write down the things of God in our lives, so here it is. (For more personal experiences you will have to read my journals after I pass away...)
With this in mind, I have to report that I have seen a couple of doctors. And it is looking like I have moved into pre-diabetic and am possibly really and honestly diabetic. This is a sad moment for me. I have worked so hard to avoid this and yet it is here sooner than I expected. I am not diagnoised yet, but the numbers I have seen this week as I have tested don't look good.
It is possible that I have what they call Metabolic Syndrom which is more of a colaboration of things like high blood pressure, pre-diabetes or diabetes, cholestrol, ect. We are still waiting for all the labs to see how the numbers look.
Having said that I remind myself this is not cancer or the end of the world. And I can still fight this. We are well. And God can help us through even this. We have survived through worse.